I've also realized as a kid, I felt punished for being happy. Thus, I probably decided to always suffer. Man this sucks. I can't even change it. It hurts my brain just thinking about being happy. Another thing is as time passed, I forgot all this. Its just that now everything is reminded.
I went to seek help. They advised me to join a group session on social interaction. Well, sorry but I'm very good at meeting new people as well as making friends. This is a completely different issue. \lol. What am I suppose to do?
Maybe I should just suffer like for few more years until I get exhausted and see how far I go lol. Man I can't wait until I start studying on my own. I want to study eating Korean food.
man being poor sucks balls.
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