Hearts;9gag; Progress;

1. Graduation is coming. So, I'll be done with that.
2. Military. This will begin soon.
2. Graduate school application. Starting this month.
3. Work on Programming
4. GRE. Working on it. Its going a lot faster than programming.

Red Wine; J Walking; Moral arguments;

I usually don't like wine…To be honest, I really don't like the taste of alcohol. The whole point of drinking is just to get drunk. So, I'm a advocate of hard liquor. Still I haven't gotten really drunk since I'm too busy with school work. It usually takes me two days. One day for drinking and another for recovering. And if you don't drink regularly, you don't drink as much. Technically its a good thing. Getting drunk faster means less alcohol wasted. Anyways, I got a bottle of wine. The purchase of the roast chicken probably influenced my decision. I got back cleaned the kitchen, did laundry, and cleaned my bathroom. I took a shower since I worked out previously and I feel really dirty cleaning. After I had my chicken and wine. I got really relaxed and took a nap. Woke up after few hours, feeling extremely refreshed.

God, I was working out and those refreshments looked really good. Its stupid… I work out and all I can think about is food.

For those who don't know, Malaysia it is normal to Jay walk. There isn't enough crosswalks. Like people won't care if you do jay walk. I usually use crosswalks but I jay walk sometimes when I'm too lazy in campus. Its just that some people get annoyed if you do. Well, try living in Malaysia for few years. See if you care. As for recycling, I'm too lazy. I hate littering but I don't care about recycling. I do care about Earth. Do note, I did work as a trash collector for a semester in Seoul. I just don't want to be forced to recycle. In Korea, recycling is mandatory and it is annoying. I wonder how many people would enjoy recycling after living in Korea. I just want to enjoy not recycling for a bit while I live here.

Right and wrong. Its kind of stupid to call cyber cafes evil. I know a lot of people do think games are evil and addictive. Well, cars kill people. A lot more people. Are they bad? Its not likely that people would associate evilness with cars. 

Amazing Runs;

If your feet hurt from running, get new shoes. I used to run with my New Balance casual shoes. I thought they were running shoes, since I stole it from my dad. Korean gyms require indoor running shoes and I didn't have any. I've been running and my legs were hurting a lot. My ankle hurt and my knees hurt. I thought it was because I was too heavy and running usually hurt. However, I was wrong. There was a decent sale on running shoes. So, I bought a pair. I ran and it was amazing. I had no problems while running. It was amazing. I just need to focus on working my muscles and my breathing.

Breaking in?;

So.. I fell asleep while studying on my bed. It was one of those deep sleeps despite sleeping for an hour. I had a weird dream. Dreams happen in REM and I managed to get to stage 4 in an hour. It would usually take around 90 minutes to reach the state. So, what did I get from the sleep? I've realized I can break into other people's room with rope, wire and my phone. The first initial stages of the dream left me with struggle, on how to pick the lock. Later before I woke up, I realized I could take advantage of the cracks under the door and the American door system. I could use my phone's camera to see where the door knob is. Then use wire to hook up some string/rope. The string would be attached to the knob and I can pull the knob from the inside. The knob is programed to be able to open from the inside. Can't believe I thought about this in my sleep. I don't even want to break into someone's room. Usually sleep has something to do with your inner self and desires. Usually dreams aren't even realistic. Metaphorically, I think it has to do with breaking into someone's mind or walls. It could also mean I'm solving my problems. But, its awkward. I'm not using a "key" to get in. I'm breaking in. Hence, I'll probably use methods which aren't moral or ethical.

Paid;

I got paid. It was pretty nice of the person to give me a better rate than I thought I was going to get. I'm not getting paid a lot though. Its just a plus for my allowance.

Fear of failing; Sharing your coat;

This is the main drive of motivation. Its just that it does not work with programming at all. Its good for concepts. Thankfully, I do amazingly on concepts. Its bad for programming because you're bound to have errors. I get too nervous of failure. I'm pretty sure it is due to my conditioning. I probably was punished too harshly. I mean it was for a good cause but it kind of resulted in a bad way. Well, then again I am too foolishly daring. I should have taken an easier computer science path. I don't know…I guess I should just keep trying.

Was waiting for pizza. It wasn't that cold to be honest. Its weird. I lived in the tropics for a long time and yet I am very resistant to the cold. Mostly because I couldn't afford winter clothes in Korea. But, this person was freezing waiting for pizza. I let him borrow my coat while we wait for pizza. I was kind of insecure. It would have really sucked if he ran off with my jacket because I didn't bring another to America. He didn't and we had a pretty decent conversation. I can't remember. It was about him being a political science major and wanting to become a lawyer. I had my pizza and left pizza hut.

Coffee Break;

2014/03/03-19:24:23:

Coffee was amazing. I didn't have an americano in couple of months. I couldn't because I kind of want to minimize my budget. Plus, I have to go to a wedding this year. I have to pay about a hundred dollars as a gift. Eventually, I get it back when I get married but, its going to influence me a lot since I'm still a student and will be for the next few years. It was an escape though. Getting coffee away from school. The campus is a really nice closed environment but, you really need to get out once in a while. Aside from coffee, I grabbed a news paper. I'm pretty sure it was new york times. Its my first time reading it as a newspaper and not a magazine. It made me happy. I never had a chance to read a newspaper for the last 3 years because I had to read a lot of textbooks. Computer science really doesn't fit me but whatever. Bitch about it, hate it but don't give up.

As for workout, I need to work more on the cardio. I'm already too big. I want to loose weight, not add more muscles. Maybe do some pull ups and push ups instead of weights. I'll probably do weights for my legs because I need it. I need to make sure I don't eat any sugar. Rely more on meat.

Home;

 2014/03/03-00:34:48:

Unfortunately, every single part of my life is temporary. I wonder how long I'll live in this area. My parents told me we might settle for life, but like that ever happened. To be honest, this place was where I wanted to live in middle school and high school because its close too all the education centers. I get to live here when I don't need to, but it is once in a life time experience. I probably could never afford to live here.

In the end, places never matter. Home is wherever you are.

We are the crowd;

2014/03/02-19:45:49:

This was a huge challenge for an amateur photographer. Setting the lighting for the camera, and trying to get clear photos (there were a lot of smokes and the band were hyped up) were insane. I've managed to get few good photos out of a hundred. I'm really happy with the results. God… she is so hot. 

Workout; Sore Legs;

I'm really dependent on ice at the moment. It really helps a lot when I need to palliate the pain Just leave the ice on my legs for an hour while I study. Unfortunately, I have really bad legs, which can hardly support my weight while I run. This also makes weight loss even harder since I can't do a lot of cardio exercises. See, fat-> run -> leg hurts -> can't do cardio -> fat. Unless, I sacrifice my leg pains, which I am doing. I'm fine with weights. I can steadily increase. I do hate it when I make awkward facial expressions while I lift weights. xD Thankfully, everyone there makes a lot of funny facial expressions.  I don't know… I just want to exhaust myself physically. It helps you stop thinking about stuff. I get good sleep sometimes.