I think my heart hurts lol. Fuck... I gave too much..fml. Man... reminds me how my father would always tell me how dumb I am for being emotional. "Son the world is rational. Emotions are useless and dumb". Yeah I do agree. But I can't help it, its who I am and who I'll always be. Fuck life is ridiculously hard. Emotions... one day, I swear I'll kill them all. lol. No its just better for everyone, even my kids if I ever do come to a stage to get them. Hey who ever is from San Francisco, could you reply on the bottom? I just want to see who it is... too curious..