Anti Social & Self Worthlessness & Resting

I'm a different kind of anti-social. Introverted and I hate emotional attachments. But, I can get comfortable with any kind of person instantly.

I need to watch out for self worthlessness. Its really hard for me to remove this. I feel so dumb most of the time.

Resting is important. I always felt guilty to rest. So, I rarely rested. Most of the time I would sluggishly study, which was really inefficient. I should have rested properly and worked hard. I walk fast like I used to. It means a lot. Days when I was depressed. I just didn't feel like going forward. Walking faster means I want to go forward.