yeah this is a very depression blog lol. Can't believe parents could change my life so much. Was planning to be a successful business major. Do internships and etc. Fk. I can't graduate. I guess I have to live as society's trash for a while. My parents told me my happiness is their happiness. They never asked what my happiness is. Well I guess its time to climb the engineering ladder. Well, at the moment I can't burn myself. Too exhausted. I'll drop out for a bit.

lol I'm going to be insecure as fuck. Its ok I'm not stupid. I think I'm going to dig into some other stuff. Fking broke people do it all the time. If they can do it, it should be do able.

Now I'm just this negative kid with attitude problems.