Day 3

Description of life

My plans started. 9 -7 computer classes. I'm actually writing this during my lunch break. For now at least the class was pretty good. The teacher is pretty funny though. He told us where we can smoke during breaks... lol. WTF... Next class probably is going to be harder since I don't know what that class is about. I have another class at 9:30. I'm kind of happy with the way my life is going. Man.. seriously its really much easier to just focus on myself. But, I keep seeming to put others before me ^^;; This is an annoying personality I have. Whatever. I seem to make life extremely complicated. 

These are just some stuff I saw today and yesterday. 

Some Korean doctors giving free inspections. Just normal check ups I guess. I heard they give out medicine for free for elders as well. Pretty cool. 

 

Today I this. Barbers were giving out free hair cuts for the elders. Again, pretty good stuff. I wish I could do something...pew being useless sucks balls. I'll probably be able to do a lot more this year since.. I'm back at my home ground. 

Donkaze. Yeah I know. Japanese call it dongatsu or something. Well.. Koreans eat it too. We don't pronounce it the way Japanese people do. So, whatever. :P This crap was insanely good. Its somewhere near Ordinary Kim, which is my cousin's pub or bar. 

This is the bar or whatever my cousin owns. Its pretty spacious. Its pretty old but, cozy as well. I had fun. :P I got home. Tried the spin2. I honestly don't know anything about djing. Especially its awkward since I only listen to electro... You barely need a dj to do anything. I'll probably work on beat making after few months of dancing. Fuck... I really don't know what I'm doing. Well I do actually. I'm actually doing someones hw. Well its a benefit because I get to learn the stuff I needed to learn. Idk I just have to become the best at those things I like. Well cs I need the money. Fuck this is so weird. I was going to die later and then now that I've decided to live WTF. 

Oh and I've found some old speakers. Its pretty good too. omfg. I can only turn it on during the night tho.. :3 

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Day 2

Description of life

I went to sauna today with my dad. Slept. Went to buy shoes. Visited grandmother. Visited my cousin, who owns a bar. Omfg. My cousin bought me a dj deck. I really don't know what to say. He never keeps his words. Apparently he did... ha.. wtf... its pretty mind fuck. I'm really thankful. Too busy to write more. Its important to record daily memories. I mean every day becomes faster, which is scary... Ha... 

Progress

1. Just reading cs book. 

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Day 1.

Description of life
I went to sauna today with my dad. Slept. Went to buy shoes but converse were sold out. Had to go to the further store. 

I've visited the golf sparing place? Idk I forgot what its called. Well, to be honest, its really small. Only 55m. Its barely what I want. It costs around 13 dollars usd. Its ok to be honest. My hands are all swollen so its rare for me to play golf any more. 

This is actually the flyer I've made. I need to post more today. I've checked I've only got couple of tags sliced off. Yeah for sure I need to make more for the other apartments. Another thing is, its really expensive.

Just a photo of on the way back home.

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Feelings 

I feel kind of sorry for someone. I mean I told her she was waste of my time in her face. Well, I do know it sounds mean but its really not what I meant. What I meant was its a waste of time to meet people who don't last. If you're not going to last, don't bother being my friend, love or whatever. Thats what I've meant but to normal people, its really offensive. Well, I don't know to be honest. See, time, money and etc all are wasted if you meet people. So, you should meet those who are most valuable. Its that right? I don't know. I hate those outings where I don't enjoy anything.  

My skins taking quite a while to recover. lol. Its quite depressing how my friends tell me what happened to your skin frequently lol. I mean if its the first thing they ask about you... 

Thoughts
"interpersonal" relationships is fucking messed up. 

Quotes
"I just need to get everything off my chest because I can't fucking sleep. It's the only thing in my life that's going right right now, so can you please not take it away from me? What have I ever done to you? I've done nothing wrong. I think I've been friendly and I've tried to listen and to help, and yet you treat me this way? Why do I deserve this? Can you think of others and not just yourself for a change? My life isn't all a fucking bed of roses but even if it was, that doesn't mean you have the green light to come and fuck with me. 

Do you care about my feelings? Do you? Because it sure as hell doesn't seem like it. You seem like you're only looking out for yourself and whoever gets fucked in the process for your own pleasure, so be it, at least you're happy right? I don't understand. It's common etiquette. It's like an unspoken rule but yet you try to keep breaking it, FOR WHAT? WHY?

Am I unworthy of happiness? Or is my happiness only considered if you're happy? Then it matters. It's not like I want you to be miserable. I don't. But why are you trying to muck with me? I think everything was already established, so can't you accept that? Forgive me, but I can't think of even a solitary, justifiable reason why you wouldn't be able to.

Stop shitting on my fucking rainbow. I deserve some fucking happiness, so let me fucking have it."

This is actually from a friend. I kind of don't care if he doesn't want me to post it on my blog. Idk its just a reminder why I shouldn't hurt others. 

"Korea is a place where you come out of college and become jobless and unhappy"

"I hate people who say "there are a lot of jobs available but, you just have high expectations" 

Music I've liked