Going back;

I’m going back home to Seoul. I’ve been incredibly busy last week, but I spent this week extravagantly playing computer games and watching Walking Dead. I was horribly wasteful with my time. However, next week would be insanely busy again. I have my finals. I’m not as busy I was in Georgia Tech. Korea is a lot more do-able.

Yesterday my lab mates and I went to get drinks. I think I was listening to a lot of interesting uninteresting stuff. One researcher told me I should get a girlfriend. I’m kind of dumbfounded. I mean, I’m trying only focus on being successful. I just want to be smarter. I want more control over my life. Plus, it is motivating to have a goal in life. Well, I fucked up life. I get to pleasurably fix it. I mean, there is no worst case scenario because I’m living it. I can only improve. No insecurities. Plus, I kind of found my suicidal confidence. I’m going at it again in overloading my schedule to make it busy as possible. Next semester is going to be insanely busy. I’m also doing projects and tutoring. This winter, I’ll help a senior write a conference paper, and hopefully, if it does get accepted, I get a free trip to London. Winter break is going to be fun seriously. I don’t have to go to stupid classes and just research. Read loads of papers at my own pace.

Obsessiveness does great in research. You just keep brute the fucking force out of each problem.