Falling in love with countries

There is a Korean saying, the other person's rice cake looks bigger. It means you don't appreciate what you have and believe the other person's whatever is better. A lot of times its true. I used to be in band. I played the flute but I always wished I played another instrument. It was same for a lot of the students. Its pretty much the same with countries as well. Koreans fall in love with South East Asia. South East Asians fall in love with Korea. There are a lot more examples. Its just weird. Weird for me because I'm kind of disinterested in countries. It doesn't matter where I want to live anyways. Nothing matters.. Its really cool when I meet people who are motivated. Inspires me a lot.

Well, I wish tourists kind of lived there before they decided if they love the place. They need to dig deeper and see everything. After you saw everything, then you can call it love. I mean if you only see the good sides and fall in love, I think its a superficial form of love.

Weird Relationship with Bullied and Bully

I was talking to my friend on Skype. It was actually funny. He mentioned how he had a normal life and wasn't too stressed in school. Then, I told him about me bullying him. I wasn't directly part of the bullying but I was part of the gang. So, I am responsible for the bullying as well. I think they bullied him once or something. There was this incident where the guy used money to make the bullied draw on his face for 5 bucks? Money was rare back then. I used to beg for money too. So he did it and he got paid. Of course he got embarrassed because he couldn't erase it off during class. As time passed, I removed myself from the gang. I just don't like groups. I prefer to be independent and a loner. Well, a different type of loner because I knew most of the people there. The funny thing is I'm still friends with the bullied. In like really good terms. Its really weird when you think about it. I help him with his social issues. Then he  gives me stuff for free. I don't even ask and he gives me stuff. We're both engineers. My school is better but honestly he has more skills.

Friendship & Pimple treatments & Good Day

So many people just want things from you. I do it too but, at least I try to give as much as I got. Give and take is important in any relationship. Its really tiring if you are the one always giving. It depends on the person. If the person doesn't ask and I'm the one giving, I'm fine with it. If the person keeps asking you for things, I hate it.    I feel like the person is staying there just to take things away from me. Plus, appreciate what I am already offering. Don't try to take more. I don't know, I just feel really uncomfortable.

Joel I tried what you told me to do and it doesn't work xD. Fuck you. jk. This will be a better explanation of how to get rid of pimples. Drink a lot of water and piss as much as you can. Sleep as much as you can. Lack of sleep may cause stress. Use honey, lemon or green tea and make a face mask. Wear it whenever you can. Use moisturizer before you sleep. This helps a lot.

Today is amazing. Its only 11 pm but so much good things have happened. I went to buy bandaids but the person who works at the health office gave them to me for free. He was a really nice guy. His name is Jack. I should have told him my name but I really hate giving out names when I know its not a relationship that would last. I know… I'm being stubborn. I got coffee for 5 bucks which is really cheap. Its really good coffee as well. I can stop drinking crappy coffee. i don't know, crappy coffee does taste good. I made some amazing chicken.

I found out I'm actually extroverted. I thought I was introverted. Its weird. Then again, I'm having trouble with people these days. I make so many mistakes. Its probably because I'm stressed out. Not really the year of plenty.