I hate when I go into a state of mania. I'm sick as hell and I don't rest. I guess life struggles are one way to trigger the "manic" stage. Still effing depressed. I mean its more normal for someone to be depressed in my state. Well, still better off than a lot of people materialistically. Thats the good part. Emotionally, very undesirable.

I've taken interest in this thing. I can't fking get myself away from it. I don't know anything about this crap, its just that I took interest in it which is annoying. Then again I get pleasure too.

Well its annoying because I've taken interest in two things at the same time. I think I'm going to die.
depression/manic/depression/manic fml... this fuking sucks.

omfg the reason why the answer is always pie is because everything is a cycle. omfg.
omfg... I knew everything is a cycle  but I didn't know why people said answer is pie. Makes a lot of sense.

I should just read books rather than try to figure things myself, such a waste of time. I hate reading.

I've realized ADHD, and depression counter act each other. The manic motivations are from ADHD highness, whereas depression demotivates myself.